Dawn.

Well, this is the only project that I've done for myself in weeks. I am happy now. But how long will this happiness last?
This girl is Dunja, but I'm sure you all know her from my previous shoots.
This shoot is special because this is the first time I've developed a film for my personal projects, and done the prints. I feel proud now.
As for school, I'm doing fine. Working hard as always.

This is the first time that I've shown someone my contact sheets from my shoots, and I will continue to do so.
(I'm sorry for the bad quality, it must be the scanner, because on original prints, the light is not that strong on the left side)

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I've chosen these pictures to print out.

Enjoy.

Nothing Personal

Muted soundtrack of my childhood.

I've been in a really shitty mood these days. I guess because of people in general. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a hater or anything, in the contrary, I can say for my self that I'm generally nice to everybody. These past few weeks have been really difficult. So, Sunday came. I called my most favorite male model (the only male model) to come because I have an idea that I wanted to try out. He came literally running. We had lots of fun, and we ate a lot also. xD 

I developed a new technique (I can't believe that I just said that). So, the first two photographs you see here weren't edited at all. I played with the light a lot, and we moved a lot, because we were running out of light, but it was fun and I had a blast. Enjoy the photos and comment :)

Nikola from Orea Modeling Agency

I have never photographed androgenus models. I will get to know him sooner or later and hopefully learn how to photograph his unusual features. Then next time I will photograph him in my studio and use all my creativity on him. I don't want to tell you anything more.:D

Senses

Have had a photoshoot with my dear Dunja (her deviantart account).
I did something very unexpected of me. I took a risk and shot only with my Yashica 635, without taking light readings from my digital camera, but using a light meter. It turned out amazing and I almost cried when I saw the photographs printed. I had no idea that the photographs would turn out so beautiful.
We got up at 5am and started preparing. We finished with the shoot around 8am.

I'm sorry that quality is so bad. I didn't have good scanner, but I'll do it eventually :D

If you love me, why am I dying?

I had a wonderful day with my friends from the graphic design department. A photoshoot.
A specific one, to be exact.
I've had this idea for a long time. It came to my mind one night, when I suddenly woke up, around 2 or 3 am. I jumped out of my bed and scribbled something on the paper next to my computer and returned to bed.
It was actually a memory from my childhood. A memory of my mom telling me and my sister that we shouldn't bind each others arms (because we always did that sort of stuff) because we'll die. I know it's kinda creepy but her mom used to tell her that, and her grandmother used to tell to her mom.
So, I did my version of that story.
A story of two sisters that were bonded. And the sisters who died because of that bond.

All we know is falling

Please don't take her away

If you love me, why am I dying?

Other voices

I've been thinking a lot about my next projects lately. I need to make something unique (well, as unique as it can be) and something very personal, something that will come from my deepest secrets, fears, words.
So, a friend of mine told me about Ingmar Bergman and I discovered that I am very found of his work and that I can actually relate to it on a different level.
So I am starting a new series called Isabella's room.
That is the only thing you will know about this. Everything else is up to your imagination.
I am having very little free time because I'm a student at the academy of arts and I don't have that much time.
I can only work for myself only on weekends.

A sneak peak of the series is the only thing you will get.

Cries and whispers.